Sunday, March 28, 2010 /
LALALALA ! Hello im back! its been quite long since i updated my blog -.-
I was away and lazy to use computer. LOL.
well anyway. These past few days, i was very busy doing school work, and some are private.
You don't have to know LOL.
Well Yesterday ( Saturday ) i was a participant for run round singapore event. It was HELLA TIRING ! ): i jog non-stop you know! leg ach-ing like _l_
but when i reached the end point, it FEELS GOOOOOOOOOD ! LOL. dont know why :x
After tht chat with syaz for awhile then take our goodie bags :D wah lao eh inside th goodie bag all
piece of shit siiah ! -.- i thought something nice. but i open inside got water, what tiger balm plaster, white rabbit, one dont know japanese noodles AND IT DONT EVEN HAVE SEASONINGS ! then 1 pack of biscuit ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ! but anyway th t-shirt quite nice hor.
ALSO! i saw the mediacorp camera men there. dont know whether take video of my face,
if have, then must be FUN ! LOL.
Ok i tomoro then update now very tired i want go sleep. BYEEEEE !
Thursday, March 18, 2010 / Bored/Random Post
Hellooooooooo ! im back :B Hope you all miss me LOL!
i now actually not at home, i at someones house! HOHO <3 im gonna sleep with her tonight ^^
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my left eye is swollen again ): haishhhhh. its so PAIN ! D: its like something inside
i want to go see doctor but then no time ): too busy. tsktsk.
can anyone give me advice how to save money? ): i want to save uhh, but i can't control myself when i see money in my wallet ): i want buy alot of things like jacket, shoes, headphones, pants, shirt etc etc..
YEAAAAAAA I FREAKING LOVE THAT HEADPHONE ! I WANT TO BUY THAT I WAN I WAN I WAN ! :B Looks awesome riteeeeeeeee? yea its damn nice ! design, sounds etc...
but its effing expensive ): $285 -.-
what the fuck i think after two years then i can make it. LOL.
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who can intro me games? nowadays damn sian siiah i wan download games but don't know what to download =.= any nice games pls intro it to me kay?
okayyy i go sleep
nights, wet dreamz <3 :B
Tuesday, March 16, 2010 /
You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back.
The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you know you can never have them.
Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but some how feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.
I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens... I will always love you.
I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't.
If you love someone more then anything, then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.
I want to be with you tonight, tomorrow, and today it can't happen now but it will someday.
Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore.
And if you were to say 'come with me', even now I might go.
Can miles truly separate you...? If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there?
You know you love someone when the mere thought of losing them brings you to tears.
I wish that I could hold you now... I wish that I could touch you now... I wish that I could talk to you... be with you somehow.
Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle... rather a beautiful reminder of just how strong true love can be.
A lot of people walk in and out of my life, but... you're one of the only ones I ever really wanted to stick around.
Just because I moved on doesn't mean I won't be here if you change your mind.
Labels: Missing you.
Monday, March 15, 2010 / Short Post
Hi readers! FOR people reading my blog.Can you just please LEAVE ME A TAG OR SOMETHING? ):
anyway Im really obssesed to this song
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Saturday, March 13, 2010 /
i've been living my life alone
trying to get you out of my life
but after all this time
i can't help myself but miss you
you're once a dream that came true
an illusion that turned to reality
but suddenly, things turned differently
the way they used to be
untill such time i have no choice but to let you go
you're the reason for my sleepless nights
coz you keep stayin' on my mind
i can't help myself from crying
coz i'm missing you so much (U)
all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart
all the memories are still preserve in my mind
i miss you so much
coz i can't hide the fact that i'm still inlove with you <3
my life will never be the same again
now that you're gone
i'll be trapped in this loneliness forever
unless a girl like you will bloom into my life again....
I thought this was a letter I would never have to write,
I hoped my tongue was something I could bite.
I've realized its just something I cannot do,
Here are my feelings, just a few.
First, I'm still so In Love with you, after all this time,
You told me the same, then left me, what a crime.
Time has passed, everyday you're on my mind,
Your love is with someone else now, what a bind.
I'm so jealous, he's the luckiest guy I know,
I can't do this friendship thing anymore, so off I go.
The pain of losing you is still fresh in my brain,
even after almost 3 years, everyday my heart will cfm feels the pain.
Will we ever be together again, i say as I sob and mope
as each day passes, I lose a little more hope.
I'll always LOVE you ______ hold these words true
Don't hate me for this, this is what pain is making me do.
My heart is broken in so many a part,
Do I still have a place in your heart? :'(
Labels: Missing all the memories i have
Wednesday, March 10, 2010 /
I very LAZY nowdays -.- its like i want to sleep for the whole day
this past few days i didnt update my blog coz yea im fucking LAZYYYYYYYYY :(
anyway todaY imma update it coz im bored. LOL
last week:
the whole last week, im only thinking of you seriously, morning i wake up
i always thinking of you wondering why so many things changed between me and you
im just trying to be strong by faking a laugh with friends last week was one of the worst week in my life my mood was really down, yes you can see me laughing but are you really sure that it was a real laugh, behind that laugh is actually pain and sorrow. Ever since i lost you. i become so miserable. but as many people say life is unfair. UNFAIR ! :'( i look at your photo and yea. can't explain how it feels.
i know that im not good enough to be yours, i'll accept it (':
yesterday:
IT WAS A VROOOOOM VROOOOOM DAY !
Morning:
Went school in good mood ^^ WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I the whole day play oni i copy work lazy do lah LOL i know its hopeless xD
after school rush back home !!! waiting for the time !!
9pm i left my house and meet adeline, jaspher, kevin and shawn
then hop in to shawn's car and head to orchard to watch DRAG RACINGGGGGG ! WOHOOO
we reach orchard about 10pm alr. anyway i went there even tho its illegal
you must have your own ride, just incase police comes.
At drag racing:
my parents dont know that i went to watch a illigal drag racing, she only know i went out meet friends :x naughty boy rite LOLOLLL .
well, im freaking amazed as usual! they where burning out like crazy!
took some pictures with my lousy phone :( i forget to bring my camera :(
THE MEETING!
i was surprised when i saw a chio bu driving a sick car its so HOTTTTTT <3
there were about 20 fucking awesome cars at the meeting place.
too bad never bring my camera for more clear shots but anyway
it was fucking AMAZINGGGGGGGG !! also got alot of chio bu ^^
and finally
THE RACE!
drag racing always start with burnouts this was the sickiest burnout ive seen that night a black skyline GT-R
HAISHHHHHHHH ! that night was so memorable. and the good thing is,
no police come ^^
the race ended about 3am alr then the next day i come school still very sleepy LOLL
im on to next drag racing ! >:0 IMMA WAIT FOR UPDATES HOHOHO !
Labels: Im still gonna love you even if you dont.
Sunday, March 7, 2010 /
Im here to update my blog :3 I'm currently using phone so yeah.
YesterDay:
guesssss what! I got phoNe alr!!!!!! YAY so happy, I didn't know you that you can get new simcard but same number hohohohohoho.
But the sad part is, I don't have any number :(
so to all readers who have my old number, pls do text me 81832610 Kay? :>
today:
morning I woke up becoz of Roger, I forget we goIng out at 11am
I woke up 10:45am so I come late.
Went bishan rushing, I reached bishan I sweating alr :(
I saw Ivan, Roger, bernard and ivan alr so I take a rest first
haishhhhhhhh I'm sooooooooooooo tIred! I run run siiah -.-
but anyway I PWNED them in maximum tune.
But they all run away and left me behind :<
Monday you all dIe hahahahaha
today was hellah tiring.
Aku wan go sleep alr, ciao wet dreamz.
Thursday, March 4, 2010 /
Hai people, sorry for late update
this past few days i very lazy and busy to update and even use my com
but not much thing happen, just like as normal days.
Monday:
my left eye very swolen, coz hor, nabei me and my friend tio ambush that night liao! it more likely a gang fight. -.- nabei they got weapons siiah! _l_ no fair use weapon no balls one piece of shits. anw. i woke up very late (too tired from last night) i woke up about 7:30am alr
i rush rush rush then after i bathe i just fuck lah no need rush hor, even tho i rush i still late. so i take my sweet time liao :B who cares
i leave house about 8:15am alr hihihihihi ^^ i walk all the way to interchange reach interchange im the only secondary sudent all poly and jc -.-
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i reached school, i didn't know we having Form teachers time which is the one i want to pon lesson! WHAT THE FUCK! i reached my class ms.tan and ms loh there -.-
the ms.cockeye ask for my mother's number i thought she going to call
SHE ONLY TEXT MY MUM HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH CHEAPSKATE !!!
tuesday:
i woke up late again -.- but now i woke up quite early :3
i woke up 7am LOL. i rush rush rush rushhhhhhhhhh
but reach school still late -.- i never even eat breakfast liao lah! knn.
i reach school we having MT. i still need sleeeeeeeeep ! so sat at the back of the class and sleep ^^ <3 hihihi. i pon cca
Wednesday:
WOOOHOOO ! i woke up early today, but i woke damn early -.- 3am what the fuck is happening! i try to get a sleep, but cannot get the sleep i want ._.
since that i cannot sleep i use com and wait for the time ^^
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i forgot to study i didnt know that we having maths test, and i dont know how to do any of the question. holy shit! but atleast i never get zero i get 3/10 -.- seriously hor i hate maths. screw maths _l_
Yesterday:
yesterday not much things happen uh -.- just like a normal day not mush to update.
morning went school then sleep all the lesson
thats all :X
today:
WAH FUCK the PE lesson nearly kill me! sibei tiring siiah -.- keep running -.-
but i fit enough to stand the tireness AHHAHAHAHHAH jk :B
recess!! my favorite period i ate 2 chicken chops and 2 milo! OMG! :X
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today CDP damn boring x.x but i enjoy disturbing edith :B HAHAHAH ACHOOOOO !
anyway, i went cdp use com play viwawa, facebook, youtube, blahblahblah!
i suppose to compose lyrics but haiyaa lazy!! hopeless rite hahahaha.
after CDP went to YJC with roger, eileen, wieji, evonne, jim, kai lun, and freddy. We are the only one making noise in the bus LOLOLOLOLLLLLLL!
we actually late alr for house practice but we still went mac buy food (takeaway) then eat in the bus we veh guai rite :P HAHAHA. reach YJC they all start running alr ._. me and roger went to the toilet BUT WE CANNOT FIND THE TOILET WTF!
LOL. we finnaly found the toilet after 15min. x.x i rushly change then run for 100 metre's i finish 3rd place only :( TSAO HSIANG sheater lah you :(
the intructor say READY! not GO! -.-
haish anyway today its fucking tiring. :(
im totaly exhausted :'(
Labels: still lonely
